WhenAll my life I've sailed these calm watersNot even releasing the helm in the rapidsNow Ive become so ignorant, so dumbSo forgetful, so lazy, so...vapidWell my life has thrown a storm my wayAnd I admit I forgot my umbrellaNow Ive been flushed, drained of my colourI've fell victim to a self inflicted vendettaI've easily driven down bumpy cracked roadsOnly to swerve on an unseen easy turnI've been carrying logs, some heavy painful loadsAnd now here I shall crash and burnWhen will I focus, When will I learnThat I cannot go on in this wayI guess its too late, too late to changeAnd now its my tim
Lie To MeLies to meAre life to meAs I strive to beThings unseenThrough lies You readWhat I may meanTruths and dreams I hide betweenBut when I wakeAnd those lies breakI reinvestIn the lives at stakeI give back what I takeI move away from hateI reconcile my fateAnd convalesce my stateI break all tiesFrom all the liesI heed all criesAnd open my eyesI know what I doAnd what I say to youBut all along you knewThat my love for you...was never true
A Musician's ManifestoMy name is Russell Miller. You all may or may not know that I am a musician, but what you also may not know is the level of respect, love, passion, and need I have for music. Music and I are bonded, we share a connection thicker than the blood that ties me to my own mother (RIP). Music provides for me what many people, religions, and lifestyles can not provide for many. Through music I find peace, tranquility, sanity, and answers I can not find anywhere else. But while I can ramble on endlessly about how music and I may be emotionally, metaphysically, or even genetically tied, there is something more I wish to share with whomever is reading t